To de-stress after completing Arif’s accounts we went shopping in Tezak bazaar, where I’d spent the first night on the road, when travelling north with Khudadad almost six months ago.
The teahouse gossip concerned a recent bombing raid on the bazaar. The Kabul Government suspected mujahideen base camps were close to Tezak. I was puzzled there was so little evidence of bombing raids and was told since the mujahideen had acquired anti-aircraft guns, bombers could no longer fly in so low. The pilots were forced to drop the bombs from a much higher height, sacrificing accuracy for safety.
I wondered how I’d feel if I were ever caught in a bombing raid. Apart from here in Tezak, where the men assured us there would be no bombing for some weeks yet (how could they be sure?), our travels never took us near places of any significance in the war. However, on my second time in Afghanistan the following spring, I found out.
We weren’t supposed to be in Sia Huq the day it was bombed. A broken leaf spring, which refused to be held together any longer with bits of wire and string, forced us to make the detour. Sia Haq, once a tiny village barely two hours from Kabul, had become a major transport depot held by the mujahideen.
The repair job meant an overnight stay, yet another unscheduled delay on our journey from the leprosy clinic in Lal sar Jangal to Jaghoray, en route for Pakistan. We decided to kill time shopping for our evening meal. After weeks in Lal, which has no vegetables, except turnip, nor fruit the sight of mangoes had Jon, Mubarak and I, who’d lived in Pakistan and knew the delights of mangoes, whooping with glee. Juma and Abdul Hamid, neither of whom had ever been out of Lal, were unimpressed.
Our enterprising landlord, whose rooms were full of truck drivers, had erected a tent on his flat roof for our use and there we dined on spring onions, tomatoes, yoghurt and fresh, hot nan washed down with tea.
In the morning, Juma and Abdul Hamid were doing some last-minute shopping, Jon had gone to collect the repaired Toyota and Mubarak and I were chatting idly in our roof-top eyrie. We are talking, strangely enough, about how many airports there had been in Afghanistan before the war, when we heard the first hum of a plane, high overhead. Not used to such sounds I commented, rather obviously, ‘That’s a plane.’
‘Yes,’ replied Mubarak, ‘It’s a jet.’ We sat looking at each other for a few seconds and then heard a whump and a bang.
‘Was that a bomb?’ I asked.
‘Yes.’
And what did we do? Did we get off that exposed rooftop, run for shelter? No, we moved to the edge of the roof for a better view, seeing people running here and there, yelling, and screaming. A great cloud of dust spiralled skywards, indicating where the bomb had landed. ‘No damage done,’ murmured Mubarak, ‘it only hit the mountain. Still, maybe we should move, in case there’s more.’
We were gathering together bits and pieces, with what I thought of as admirable calm, when Jon’s head appeared on a level with the rooftop. ‘What the fuck are you two doing here? Get down! Now! There’s a shelter behind the hotel. Get going.’ So, we “got going”. The planes came back time and time again, always flying too high to be reached by the anti-aircraft guns, which soon fell silent. Of course, the higher the plane, the less chance there was of the bomb scoring a direct hit on the transport depot full of trucks and fuel supplies: which meant – not a reassuring thought – the bombs could land anywhere.
The shelter, cut into the side of the mountain was full to overflowing. Although the men offered me a place I decided to take my chances out in the open, hugging myself close to the rock. Mubarak on one side of me was murmuring over and over, ‘What a country, what a country’, while Jon on the other, was still nagging me for not running for shelter at the first sound of the jet.
During a lull, we decided to head further up the bazaar towards the depot, with the intention of moving the Toyota to a safer place. The brain must have some kind of pre-programming, because although I’d never been bombed before, as another plane flew over, I was suddenly face down on the ground, practically kissing the dirt. You do it by instinct. Like in war films! I felt strangely embarrassed when I rose to my feet along with everyone else in the street. Fear is so undignified.
We met a man being pulled along on a handcart. Blood poured from a smashed elbow and we could see bits of bone, gleaming white amongst the crimson. Taking him into an empty tea-house, Jon sent me to fetch the first aid kit from the Toyota. As I ran along the almost deserted street, chaddar flying, a man tried to stop me, shouting at me that it was dangerous. When I kept going he, assuming I hadn’t understood him, ran in front of me, arms outstretched, making aeroplane droning noises, going BOOM at intervals, repeating the words khaternak, khaternak – dangerous. With no time to discuss the situation I threw out the words injured and doctor. Satisfied, he nodded and let me go.
Approaching the depot I understood what he meant about dangerous. The place was an inferno. Trucks and barrels of fuel were blazing everywhere; great chunks of metal were flying in all directions. No-one was about. Spotting the Toyota, mercifully not burnt to a cinder, I suddenly pulled up short. I’d forgotten the keys. Stupid, stupid, stupid, I scolded myself as I moved swiftly towards it, wondering if Jon would think smashing a window was justified. Luckily, the blast had neatly taken out the front passenger windscreen and I was able to climb in and grab the first aid kit.
Back at the tea-house Jon was gently cleaning the injured man’s arm. He dressed the wound, gave him painkillers and his friends set off to take him to the clinic on the edge of town. We knew the arm would have to be amputated. The raid was over and people were beginning to return to their shops and businesses.
Jon went off to see about the Toyota and Mubarak and I returned to our tent. Juma was there, wide-eyed and in shock, but of Abdul Hamid, there was no sign. Jon returned saying we could leave in about an hour. We spilt up and searched the bazaar for Hamid.
A Commander came to see us. ‘Five people have been killed. We know four of them but the fifth we can’t identify. It might be your man. Can someone come and look?’
Jon went, returning white-faced. ‘The man they don’t know has no head. Can you remember what colour of shoes Abdul Hamid was wearing?’
‘Brown and white,’ I replied promptly. I’d thought the two-toned brogues were hideous.
‘OK. This man has black shoes. Had.’
It was another two hours before we spotted Abdul Hamid, wandering through the bazaar, totally disorientated. We never learned where he’d been – all he could remember was the first bomb dropping and then running, running, along with everyone else.
We piled into the Toyota to leave Sia Huq, travelling in silence as we each came to terms in our own way with had had happened. After a few miles, Mubarak’s soft voice asked, ‘Did anyone remember to bring the mangoes?’
We stayed overnight near Tezak. None of us slept well. Knowing how frequently Tezak had been bombed in the past, it was not the most reassuring of places to be. When the sound of an aircraft was heard above us, I asked hopefully, ‘That’s a commercial plane, isn’t it?’
‘No,’ I was told tersely, ‘but they don’t usually bomb us at night. It is too dark.’ I decided that under no circumstances was I going to go out to the loo with a torch in my hand. Just to keep us on our toes, after the plane had vanished into the night, two mujahideen from different Parties, posted at the Paygar next door to our hotel, had a disagreement. They attempted to resolve it with a shoot-out, until the Commanders stepped in to reprimand them.
Two days later we heard the Government had bombed Sia Haq again – this time, almost totally destroying the bazaar. It was in retaliation for the mujahideen hanging two Government spied in their midst.
Poor Abdul Hamid, who had never been further than Bamiyan, took a long time to recover and remained nervous until we reached the Pakistan border. He was fated to be an unlucky traveller: his first meal in Pakistan contained a large, well cooked, but decidedly off putting, cockroach. In Quetta, the office cook, house-sitting our house while we were on leave was murdered and being a stranger, Abdul Hamid was arrested and held in jail for two weeks. On his return journey to Lal, the vehicle in which he was travelling was stopped by bandits who stole all his money. He vowed never to leave home again.
What a terrifying experience, Mary.
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It was a bit, Liz! The worst bit was afterwards, lying awake in the night waiting for it to start again.
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You must know what it felt like in wartime in Britain in the cities.
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Only a little bit, Liz. In wartime Britain people had to cope with being bombed for days on end. I only experienced it once (well, twice but that’s a different story) so can only imagine what it must have been like during the Blitz.
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Wow.. and I thought your bathroom arrangements during this series were highly dangerous but this takes the biscuit… thank goodness Jon was there and the toyota was relatively undamaged. I don’t know how I would react under the circumstances but you were very brave heading off into inferno to get supplies.. I take my hat off to you…reblogged for Tuesday…hugs xx
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Bathroom arrangements rather paled into insignificance compared to being bombed – though bathroom arrangements did crop up more often. I was really surprised to find myself face down in the dirt – totally instinctive. What I didn’t say – because it was becoming too long a post – was that I had to get the supplies (not knowing how badly the depot had been hit) because although next door to the tea house we took the patient was a pharmacy with everything Jon needed – but, no one would go in the shop because the rule was that looters would be shot. Before they had a chance to explain.
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That trip keeps getting better and better… thank goodness you all came out of it okay, but I can imagine it would have been a very sombre departure…xxx
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I cannot imagine what that must have been like. It is hard to fathom how many people have lived in situations such as these as part of their day-to-day existence. We do not fully appreciate the freedoms we have. I would have been scared out of my wits, Mary.
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When it’s actually going on and you are in the thick of it, I think we tend to cope with it – it’s afterwards when you relive it, and dread it happening again, the fear kicks in. And, I think I am lucky I am a talker – I don’t bottle it up but tell the story over until I’ve sort of minimised it. You are right, we don’t fully appreciate the freedoms we have and I include myself in that.
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What an experience, Mary. And so vividly written.
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Thanks, Judith. And, especially for the comment on the writing. My original version was very much longer and I realised I had to cut chunks before I posted it so I’m pleased it came over vividly.
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Oh it does, Mary. Hope you’re feeling okay after the last lot of chemo.And resting!
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Thank you. I’m feeling all right but beginning to fade a bit now. They give me steroids for three days and I’ve finished them so coming down a bit. Hoping for good night’s sleep.
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Fingers crossed.
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Poor Abdul Hamid, his first trip away from home was a disaster and off-putting. You really did have some harrowing experiences while there.
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I’m sure he never left home again once he got back. He really suffered shell shock in the bombing and I don’t think he fully recovered until he was home again.
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Poor Abdul Hamil. Not surprising he decided to stay home. We so often read about bombings during WWII or the Civil War here in Spain, but sometimes forget that in some places bombings are not a thing of the past. Very brave, Mary, and a very scary situation. Thanks for sharing more of your adventures and take care. ♥
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Thanks, Olga. Abdul Hamid was definitely not cut out for adventures. When he ran after the first bomb fell he was soon separated from everyone and on his own in a strange place. I at least was with other people and although it was still scary I would have been terrified if I’d been on my own. Fortunately, this was a minor raid – the next one flattened the bazaar. I don’t know how people cope where bombing is a daily event and goes on for hours.
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Good grief Mary, that was all a bit close for comfort. A great story to tell afterwards though (with no disrespect intended to those who died).
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It was a scary at the time. Yes, it has been quite a startling dinner party (not that we have those any more nowadays) talking point. ‘Did I tell you about the time I was bombed in Afghanistan?’ got their attention. Thanks, Jill.
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Frightening!
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Indeed it was – but I lived to tell the tale 🙂
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Thanks for sharing these stories, Mary… They give readers an up close and personal perspective one this tumultuous region in the Middle East.
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Great story Mary. Dramatic stuff!
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Thank you. Fortunately it wasn’t always so dramatic!
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What an adventure! Jon looked like he was taking it all in stride.
I feel badly for Abdul Hamid, regardless of the hideous shoes. 🙂
Right now, I’m doing some catch-up on posts, and read two others that you’d posted. On your last Afghanistan post, the man with the grey beard who was described as on of the important people looked like an Iranian general that was killed in the last few years.
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The blood looks very dramatic but he wasn’t injured – it all came from the poor guy whose elbow was shattered. I’m so glad I remembered his hideous shoes or we might have decided he was dead and driven off without him.
I think the one with the grey beard was Arif’s uncle, who was pretty influential – until he ended up in jail when Roseanna insisted on visiting the clinic when she’d been asked not to go. Arif’s family are all Pashtoon (and Sunni) so they wouldn’t be consorting with Iranian (Shia) generals. Iran tended to support the Hazara (Shia) groups though not all Hazaras welcomed their support – it gets all dreadfully complicated and I’m probably not explaining very well in such broad brush strokes.
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It’s probably one of those, “You had to be there” situations. It was just striking how much he looked like someone else. What I failed to add was the he looked the same age as the person who was recently killed — but your jaunts around Afghanistan were decades ago. 🙂
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Of course, I’d totally forgotten this was thirty years ago, even if it sometimes feels it was only three years ago 🙂
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I look back at life and say the same thing. 🙂
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Can only agree with the previous comments, what an adventure you had out there!
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I did – but as I said to someone else, it wasn’t always so dramatic. Fortunately.
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Whew Mary – that was a bit exciting. Your third and fourth photos are interesting because I can’t see any women. Where were they?
The photo of Jon looks a bit like David (except for the facial hair 😉 )
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I didn’t see any women there, either. It was mainly a huge transport depot so not a place for women – they’d have been in their homes away from the bazaar. It’s funny – Jon has removed his facial hair and now David has grown his own!
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Ha-ha.
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OMG! The plot keeps thickening. Reading this, I can imagine why those poor Syrians leave and risk their lives on the inflatable boats…
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I know. They get bombed day after day, night after night. I quite see why they would take such risks to try to find safety. We discovered afterwards ‘our’ bombing raid and the subsequent one which destroyed most of the bazaar was at a time of ‘peace’ talks by the Kabul government which was doing the bombing.
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Unbelievable…
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What an experience. Hair raising I’m sure.
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It certainly was, John. I’m so glad it wasn’t a regular event on my adventures.
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So true.
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I am so impressed with your bravery . I would have been scared to death.
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I think adrenaline kicks in to protect us at the height of the event, Lauren, then the fearfulness comes afterwards. I wouldn’t want to repeat the experience 🙂
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Adrenaline is part of it for sure. I just know I would never put myself there in the first place. You are brave personafied.
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What an experience Mary. That bit when you threw yourself on the ground. Yes, self preservation instinctively kicks in when we need it. Poor Abdul Ahmed.
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Thanks, Marje. Yes, I was quite surprised to find myself face down on the ground. I don’t think Abdul Hamid would do any more travelling. He was very unlucky.
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Ah, poor Abdul. Bless.
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This is like a thriller, each chapter ratcheting up the tension. What next? And love the importance of the fruit. That would be me, as would the urge to get a better look.
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Thanks, Geoff. I don’t think I can ratchet up the tension much more and I am glad there wasn’t so much high drama for most of the time I was there. There was such a wide variation in what was available in the Hazara region in terms of fruit and vegetables. In Jaghoray, which had orchards, there was mulberries, apricots, peaches and apples. In La, much more remote and with very poor soil and not much rain there was nothing.
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Amazing that you have photos to go with the tale of your adventures.
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I was very excited when I came across the photos, Janet. So many times I do a post and realise I didn’t take photos at the time of the place or the people. When in the routine of the working day it’s difficult to remember that one day I’ll look back and realise it might not seem routine to others. My camera was stolen at one point along with at least six rolls of exposed film. The camera could, eventually, be replaced but I still mourn the loss of those photos. They would, course have been the best!
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Abdul Hamid must have wondered what he had done to have such bad luck.
I saw two bombs in London, from a good distance. The Wimpy Bar bomb, and the Canary Wharf bomb. (Which popped my double glazing, directly across the river)
But they were without warning, and not close enough to hurt me. Aerial bombing has its own terrors, simply because of the random nature, and the feeling of helplessness. You did well not only to survive it, but also to have not let the experience affect you.
Best wishes, Pete.
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The poor guy. He’s such a lovely, gentle person, too. This bombardment was so random because the planes were too high to properly target what they wanted to hit. Having seen the first bomb explode on a mountain side made me less keen to get into the shelter – which really makes no sense at all in the randomness of it. I don’t know how I’d have been affected if I’d had to live through endless bombing raids like your mum had to, or people today in Syria and the Yemen. I don’t think anyone can be unaffected by that. I didn’t have to go back to Sia Haq.
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Omg Mary. After that trip you should have qualified for some PTSD health compensation. Just an amazing story. Stuff you can’t make up. ❤
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There was no mental health help for Afghans – and I suspect back then PTSD was an unknown concept, Debbie. I’m a talker so I talk it out of my system 🙂
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Stay blessed Warrior Woman! 🙂 x
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My God, what an experience, Mary. You are made of tough stuff!
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It was quite an experience, Eliza. I was probably tougher in those days – certainly have no wish to repeat the experience now 🙂
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I’d think not…
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Thank you for once again sharing a riveting journey. xx
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Thanks for reading and commenting, Lea.
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As always, it is my pleasure, Mary.
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Fascinating insight…thank you so much for sharing with us.
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Thanks so much for reading and commenting.
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What a terrifying experience! And poor Abdul Hamid. I don’t blame him for vowing never to leave home again.
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Abdul Hamid really was extremely unlucky – from being bombed, served cockroach in his dinner, to being wrongfully jailed. He’s such a gentle person, too.
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